IE: My ultimate doll dream is become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human anatomy, perfect but adaptable character, healthier life style, perfect clothing, little face, doe-like eyes, tiny nose, etc.
October 2017. Image thanks to Insanity’s Equilibrium.
Finally We contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Residing Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern Ca, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s fascination with Lolita tradition, human body modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion if you are residing art since a teenager, when dial-up modems remained brand new and there was clearly no internet. Today, Kiya life and explores environments that are surreal self-assigned jobs to go deeper into sparkly territory. ”
Kiya K: Dollification in my opinion means the generating of an individual right into a doll, mainly in an visual method, but additionally there was this going to the mindset of a doll,
Aswell, and also the playing away from situations through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is usually done in pairs, though those who identify as ‘living dolls’ undoubtedly meet up merely to occur, though that’s maybe maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification frequently relates to the becoming or making another turn into a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.
HM: what sort of doll would you like being?
KK: i believe for almost any doll, there clearly was a various doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They appear to be more available to changing and growing than the majority of the people. I’m not certain to know where to start to respond to issue.
In the event that you suggest stylistically, being truly a doll plus an abiding desire for Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style get together for me like chocolate hot fudge over ice cream having a maraschino cherry at the top – yummmm. I will elaborate: Lolita fashion talks for me as a mode that is about pursuing ideals of style, femininity, and beauty that draws on a range that is diverse of. A few of the fashion and exactly how it really is documented may project just about sexiness, however it’s undoubtedly about pressing boundaries in my situation.
Another means to resolve issue: I’m a switchy, delicate, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, frequently receptive, often powerful, often delicate doll with a very good feeling of herself. You’ll not look for a replicant that is compliant here. I will be adept at many abilities and methods, both to generate and get of solution to those that I consider safe in my situation to allow my guard down around.
HM: Has this changed as time passes?
KK: There is certainly an development. Additionally, the people who i will be a doll with impact just just how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t here have more details.
HM: would you remember exactly exactly how it started for your needs?
KK: we dated somebody who often recognized as a doll. She introduced me personally to Lolita fashion too. Both of us involved in dollification roleplaying. Then, perhaps perhaps not long after, we dated another person who had been into dollification, too. It’s a pretty typical thing, now, within my relationships. I’dn’t be amazed if We mostly date individuals who are into some aspect or one other of dollifcation for the remainder of my entire life.
It’s very liberating to be a doll, to consider this mind-set and live into this role- play to be an even more creation that is perfect.
HM: Is it one thing you will do along with other individuals now? Do an‘owner is had by you’ or even other dolls?
KK: Yeah, when I stated, there clearly was defnitely a residential district of men and women, some into more the fashion and lifestyle part of Lolita, plus some those who are more to the roleplaying and energy change aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM methods. It’s about living in a frame that is heightened of and presence, i do believe.
Day i don’t have an owner, but I’m open to having an owner, one. I’m also open to having other dolls, certain. Surviving in big butt teen porn a doll home with other dolls will be the most useful.
HM: Can you describe the procedure of the manner in which you transform in to a doll?
KK: i will be constantly a doll.
HM: Something I’m specially thinking about is just how an individual might replace the means they move and behave actually if they are doll. Like, do you really be nevertheless or for instance?
KK: No. Possibly many people do that, but also for me personally, being truly a doll that is living about being like a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, We have actually feelings and ideas. Day i fear being turned off permanently, one.
HM: and it is here an unusual state of mind whenever you may be a doll? What exactly is that like?
KK: Well, sure, nonetheless it is determined by the people I’m with, the environment.
HM: what’s the benefit of being a doll?
KK: I’ve talked about a few things: It’s very liberating to become a doll, to look at the mindset and live into role-play to be a far more perfect creation. Then there’s the part of changing my own body become a significantly better doll. I will be increasing funds to own facial cosmetic surgery, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with possibly modification to my vocals and bone tissue size decrease, given that technology occurs and may be properly implemented. I’ll be getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in European countries. This is certainly most likely where I’m somewhat different than a number of the Lolitas and much more such as the bimbofication crowd that is#plasticfantastic. Also myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, here our interests overlap in plastic surgery and body modification though I don’t completely consider.